Like I said in my last entry it is not as easy writing here as it is in my personal journal. I can say
what I want there and it is a lot easier to edit out stupid grammar mistakes and it is great practice
when I do write. I am a writer but when compared to others I don't. I was inspired by a many a
writer. No I doubt I have 10,000 hours of writing even though I actually have journals that go back
years. Those journals are based on what I call Monkey Mind Bullsh&*! Like you I have a family
who should stand behind me and they do but it is what they do and their actions and inaction's that
cause my inaction's due to serious dwelling on things I have no control of which includes lessons
from my very bad past that I all ready learned from. I might come back make a couple of sentences
out of the previous one but due to the the work it takes to keep a double space I probably will not. I
would like to say that I enjoy being a househusband but I don't. What takes my wife seconds takes
me a few minutes what takes her a few minutes takes me a half hour. Some of the things my wife
does fast like her method for doing dishes is great if we owned a dishwasher but depending who has
been over for dinner with various mouth disorders makes me retch at the thought. My bathroom
laundry that I fold takes longer but looks more presentable if we had company that needed to use a
facecloth or a towel.
Next year I will be 60 at this time. I don't feel it but unfortunately I look it. I need to get published.
Yes having a blog is technically being published but when you blog as infrequently as I have who
would even know? Some may look at what I have said because of my Twitter pages. I have tons of
Twitter followers if you happen to read this because of Twitter please leave a message. A narcissists
I might be but no harm will come to you for knowing me my head is not that big. You have to be a
bit of a narcissists to be a writer and have at least the sign of an ego. I could write a novel about me
or make believe it was someone else would you? I have had quite a life but I don't have a legacy. I
was bad, my wife says I was a P which is the opposite of a C neither of which do I think makes for a
good title or a name to call a male or a female. Just keeping you on the same page.
I have never traveled around the world but I have been all over this country and there I places I
have not seen that I would still like to visit. Last year I traveled to and through 26 states in 22 days.
I could have used this map by Kerouac:
map as I drove through states I never been to before using the Northern route.